happy fourth! yay..

a day to soak up the sun....enjoy what's here...laugh a whole lot....and be independent.

today i realize that people who claim to be givers give only what they want...and often wait for praise. they look appealing from a distance like a van gogh painting...but a bit spotty, messy up close...not so put together.

today i realize that people who actually are givers do it in a much healthier way. they give as well as take for themselves, all when necessary. that in itself is a gift.

today i realize that i find myself more attractive on the inside...which is okay by me.

today i realize i have a life worth living fully...and a heart worth taking care of...and time worth spending with those who are careful and interested in spending it with quality.

today i will be just me.

...still blissful. lmao